Letter to, You.

I’m trying to shut up. I did. I do. It’s the scumbag heart that keeps screaming out your name. Bah, you know sayang, so fcking tired being like this everyday. I’ve learned that waiting is the most difficult bit, and I want to get used to the feeling, knowing that you’re with me, even when you’re not by my side. But, it’s not works. So baby, talk to me. I’m tired figuring out what was happen with us. Lay yourself on me. I’m tired longing you here, by my side.

If by time, I start to forget how love you, kiss me! Love me fiercely! Reminds me, for once I wanted you in my life.

But, if I could just get over you, I would. Don’t wanna love you anymore and missing you is like fighting a war. It’s a battle I’m losing and I’d give up baby if I could. If I could walk away as easily as you, I would.

Sincerely,

Me. Your, girlfriend. (Am I still your girlfriend , huh? )